Dreams

Been dreaming the past 2 nights.

DREAM 1: Who am i marrying?

Saturday night, i dreamt it was less than a week to my wedding. As i was tying down details for my church wedding, i suddenly got cold feet. i was worried and panicky coz i felt that i didn't know my groom enough - which, strangely, wasn't munch!!! it was a malay guy, who looked like hady (weird! i'm not a fan at all!!!)
so in my anxiety and regretfulness, i tried to console myself, that well, it's kinda like a dream come true since i always had a soft spot for malays, and that at least i don't have to convert to islam (coz i was planning for the church wedding)
But i was still very anxious so i went to look for my mummy.

me Mum, i'm worried leh... actually i dun really know him very well.

mum How come you dunno him very well? Isn't he a nice person?

me I knew about a year ago, and he seems quite nice. So we decided to get married, then we've been so busy with other things and we didn't have time to meet up again, until the weding next week...

mum Then it's your own fault! Always so busy. Now so close to the wedding already, what do you expect me to do? Haiya, at least he's nice la!

me ya... he's nice, i think... at least those few times we met last year, i remember he was nice... but what if after we get too familiar, then he's not nice anymore?

mum ...

Seeing that my mummy wasn't gonna offer me any solutions nor comfort, i started to ponder how i got myself into this mess

...how could i have decided to marry him? ... yeah, he was quite nice... but i dun really know him... didn't i pray about it?... he is christian meh?.... but i don't feel that i like him!... so i just have to die-die commit to be faithful to him forever? ... is he my favourite guy?

Then while pondering, i suddenly realized... HEY! I'm NOT marrying him, i'm marrying munch! =)

Then i felt very relieved and happy and the dream ended.

my Conclusion:
think this must be because
1. i was watching "Full House" while marking the prelim papers. the 2 lead characters entered into a silly marriage contract.
2. the wedding's soooo close!!
3. idol finals was near (and why is that my business?? i dunno)



DREAM 2 (Sunday night)
I was taking students for learning journey or something. At this huge construction site place. Somehow had to run around coz there were BadGuys chasing us. Then i saw Sarah! she lost a lot of weight and looked very stressed. We hugged and she told me how tired she was, and i felt very sad that she's so stressed. then the dream ended.

my Conclusion:
1. i miss sarah and am worried about her.
2. maybe God wants me to pray for her more.
3. i was planning some NE things during the day.
4. I tried to watch Tom Yam Goong just before i slept (bt gave up coz i dun understand enuf Thai, and couldn't read the chinese subtitles fast enough)
5. i need to meet up with sarah soon!
6. i need to meet up with sarah soon!
7. i need to meet up with sarah soon!