Random thots

8:50am - Word
i love God's word! amazed by how the illumination of a truth changes everything and makes everything right! amazed by how alive it is! (yes, another week of word-in-season, another week of feeling him near, knowing he's guiding and in-charge! WoOtZ! )
i love pastor tiak! very blessed by him. amazed by the way he teaches God's word, blessed by the way he teaches us with love and wisdom. He's my favourite pastor!=)

9:05am - Faith
faith. sure of what we hope for, certain of what we do not see. why do i not live every moment with purpose, knowing that everything in this world translates to treasures, ashes or judgement? it's coming, u noe? everyday should be like this: http://inspirations4you.blogspot.com/
not just in major decisions, not just in do-or-die, send-me-i'll-go events, but everyday, to be girded up and prepared. to be alert and self-controlled.

10:07am - Love
i like love. it's a beautiful thing. thanks chua for the present! i haven't used it yet, but i love it already, coz it's love =) very thoughtful leh you! =)

1:00pm - Beauty
Read today's Urban. Hmmm... i suppose everyone has their own idea of beauty. me? i like the healthy-looking Latins, hawaiian, indians.
Like Aishwarya Rai!

i like it that they are comfortable with not being reed-thin. But when i watched Mistress of Spice, she seems to have lost weight... hmmm, think she looked better last time.

of coz petite gals are pretty too: Kristin Kreuk!

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but some girls wanna look like that...

thinking back... actually, there was a time in my life i wanted to be stick thin too. used to run 10km a day, about 5 times a week. Drink milo only, water, liquids only, no food. when i was trying to recover, i'd take one tau-sar-pau for the whole day n feel horrendously guilty and worried abt the calories of that one pau.

i never became stick-thin like the gal in the picture tho. i'm an endo-meso-morph, so i just get abs ;) . But thank God i didn't go on hating myself and my body. I was doing some bible study thingy with my ex-CGL Liling, and in one of the topics, i came across psalm 139.

For you created my inmost being;you knit me together in my mother's womb.
I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;your works are wonderful, I know that full well.

I realized that God didn't make a mistake when he made me. I didn't have to starve myself to "correct a mistake" coz God created me wonderful, and he saw that i was made just the way he wanted! ofcoz, i still have to steward my body well and keep healthy la. but it was nice to be able to accept myself.

His love and word... so liberating!

=) I L I K E H IM ! ! ! =)