and then i remember...

we are supposed to be operating on another plane. Looking from the top of the tapestry instead of wondering and wandering from below.

yeah, when i was there a drop in the ocean looked significant and powerful.

i tried, a while back... those books that used to inspire me, those verses.

but i get sucked back into the wrong side all too soon.

times like these i wish it's june and i can go off for a proper and long-enough retreat.

God, i need it.