I actually feel breathless and giddy at the end of each day.
But no, i am not pregnant.
And no, Justin, i WASN'T at the Gynae on Wednesday.
You know how sometimes planning a vacation kinda gives you "strength" to persevere? I do that sometimes... Love dreaming up the next holiday destination, then looking up info on that place on the net.
I'd have a folder for my current "holiday research" in my Favourites list. And ever so often, i would look at it - especially when i'm marking endless stacks of papers. It's like numbing myself from the present by engrossing myself in the future, as if the present doesn't exist.
It's almost like Click. Kinda like fastforwarding to a part you like better.
Caught myself thinking, "Yes, one more event down. Can't wait for National Day to be over."
But then, there's something not right about this...
After National Day, there'd be many other stuff! After the holidays, there'd still be more markings to do!
And i don't wanna mentally fastforward my life away!
And i don't wanna just accept and endure it... Enduring is not living.
Gotta learn to enjoy all these...
"Oh weeeeee! Marking!!! Yay! I can sit here for the next 6 hours and tick the same thing again and again! At least i'm not running around for 12 hours"
"Oh weeeeee! More events! Yay! I can run around for the next 12 hours! At least i'm not sitting down and marking!"
Hehe... actually it really just boils down to having a thanksgiving attitude huh.
So here we go... Thanksgiving items!!! ...
Although many teachers are compulsive grumblers, teaching is actually quite a dream job. Meaningful, a good degree of autonomy, plus get to have school holidays, which means time to go backpacking!!!
So i thank God for my job.
And on Wednesday, after visiting another school, i'm pretty glad i'm in Montfort!! but shan't say more abt it here... =P
Let's just leave it as i thank God i'm in montfort.
And, actually am quite pleased with 3e5 too. Was initially quite worried about YRHD, having to run the hall event while also looking after the class stall. We were having a water bomb stall...and we all know how obstreperous it can get if the water bombs fall into the wrong hands.
But they did well, they watched over every water bomb, reinforced the rules even when their friends begged to "just buy water bomb and play elsewhere", enjoyed themselves yet worked hard. =)
Such darlings. =)
i thank God for my class.
And i thank God that the weekend is here! =)
Weekend means CG, Kidz, Church and a lil breather...
Maybe if i pray very hard there'll be 3 weekdays and 4 weekends?
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