Our God is an awesome God
He reigns from heaven above
With wisdom, power and love.
Our God is an awesome God!
Lord, i was stunned into silence.
and i am reminded again that if You hadn't given, i would not have.
all i am and all i have is yours.
i don't deserve to ask for anything more,
i never deserved to ask for anything,
yet this i still ask...
please guard my heart, make it always clear to me and everyone around me,
that without you i am nothing.
never let me think otherwise.
thank you. so much.
and i wanna know why you've given me,
and i want to use it all for the very purpose you wanted me to fulfill.
speak, Lord. Your servant may not be listening clearly right now, but i want to.
Thursday, March 22, 2007
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
Frivolous Observations
On my way to TN this morning, there was a group of teachers reporting for teachers prep course.
They were 1. all female, 2. had long flowy tresses 3. had new, pretty clothes and 4. they all got there by bus.
the teachers on attachment with me were also all female. But having been in service long enough, our clothes weren't as nice and as new, and ... dare i say it... oh well... most of us had hair that were kinda damaged and skanky. Some drove, some took bus.
the validators were ex-principals. There was 1 male, the rest were females. All the females had short hair. All drove. Clothes-wise, some nice.
My point?
Nothing... just frivolous observations. =)
and don't think that i'm spending a week making silly observations, we do serious work too.
They were 1. all female, 2. had long flowy tresses 3. had new, pretty clothes and 4. they all got there by bus.
the teachers on attachment with me were also all female. But having been in service long enough, our clothes weren't as nice and as new, and ... dare i say it... oh well... most of us had hair that were kinda damaged and skanky. Some drove, some took bus.
the validators were ex-principals. There was 1 male, the rest were females. All the females had short hair. All drove. Clothes-wise, some nice.
My point?
Nothing... just frivolous observations. =)
and don't think that i'm spending a week making silly observations, we do serious work too.
Sunday, March 18, 2007
Are you still holding on?
Struggling may look ugly and feel uncomfortable.
I suppose we've all contemplated letting go, to just get washed along with the tide.
But we're meant to be different remember?
This world is not our home.
When i let go and drifted for awhile, did i cause you to stumble and drift?
When you let go and drifted, did you cause me to stumble and drift?
It must have had consequences.
Now when i look around, checking to see that you are around,
that question is still in my heart.
Who is around? Who's hanging on? Who's trying? Who's acting?
Who's in pain? Who's in anguish? Who's thriving? Whose is a bravado?
You whom i don't see. are you holding on?
where are you, c? where are you, k? where are you, x? where are you, a?
where are you b? and where are you, j? where are you y? where are you, d?
how much of it could i have shielded away had i been strong?
And you who have returned, i pray it'll be for good.
myself too.
i'm holding on.
He's real and worth holding on to.
How many more times will we let go?
How many times will we hurt so bad?
i don't know, but He who has begun the work in us,
He who called us out to live as aliens in this world,
to go against the current.
He.
He's gonna take us to the end, to finish the race.
Thanks Ps Tiak for praying for me today. I wondered if LY or Shirley or HP filled you in on what's going on in my life, or if it's God who told you, but regardless, you ministered to me today, spot on. Thank you!
and thanks, other dearests, for the chats and dinners and prayers.
God has given me words in season, revelations to help me make sense of what's going on in my life recently. i think the mind and heart part is settled. i just need a spring-cleaning to get rid of the lethargy. =)
we're on the way there...
I suppose we've all contemplated letting go, to just get washed along with the tide.
But we're meant to be different remember?
This world is not our home.
When i let go and drifted for awhile, did i cause you to stumble and drift?
When you let go and drifted, did you cause me to stumble and drift?
It must have had consequences.
Now when i look around, checking to see that you are around,
that question is still in my heart.
Who is around? Who's hanging on? Who's trying? Who's acting?
Who's in pain? Who's in anguish? Who's thriving? Whose is a bravado?
You whom i don't see. are you holding on?
where are you, c? where are you, k? where are you, x? where are you, a?
where are you b? and where are you, j? where are you y? where are you, d?
how much of it could i have shielded away had i been strong?
And you who have returned, i pray it'll be for good.
myself too.
i'm holding on.
He's real and worth holding on to.
How many more times will we let go?
How many times will we hurt so bad?
i don't know, but He who has begun the work in us,
He who called us out to live as aliens in this world,
to go against the current.
He.
He's gonna take us to the end, to finish the race.
Thanks Ps Tiak for praying for me today. I wondered if LY or Shirley or HP filled you in on what's going on in my life, or if it's God who told you, but regardless, you ministered to me today, spot on. Thank you!
and thanks, other dearests, for the chats and dinners and prayers.
God has given me words in season, revelations to help me make sense of what's going on in my life recently. i think the mind and heart part is settled. i just need a spring-cleaning to get rid of the lethargy. =)
we're on the way there...
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